December 30, 2013
Greetings from between the tics,
“The only reason for time is so that everything doesn’t
happen at once.”
Albert Einstein
The first watch I ever owned had a large crown on it which was
designed to be wound until the watch was broken, which is how you know when to
stop winding. It was not an elegant timepiece. The only thing it had in common with a Rolex
was the last two letters. I wore it
proudly, this symbol of maturity and responsibility. Looked good with my Spiderman pajamas.
The numbers on the face and the tips of the hands were
coated with something phosphorescent, a phrase that I think means ‘dangerously
radioactive’. I remember lying in bed
with the blanket over my head in the darkness, watching the second hand make
its way around the face. Tic tic tic tic
tic tic tic tic. I was amazed.
The workings of the watch are still an intriguing mystery to
me. I have seen the insides, actually
have seen them scattered out on a countertop when curiosity got the better of
me. But how they go together and why is
still a mystery.
A simple watch might contain a few hundred parts. Somehow they are nested together in
synchronicity, in an impossibly small space.
Tiny machines, delicate and durable, precise and magical.
Watches, like my first one, are often powered by winding a
mainspring, which slowly releases the energy in small bits so as to drive the
wheels and gears and other miniscule mechanisms in this tiny factory of time.
There are far more evolved ways of driving the passage of
time, including the use of tuning forks, batteries, solar power, and probably
witchcraft. There have been self-winding
watches, but I never trusted such an independent device. Seemed like one step too close to machines
taking over.
Watches are easy to take for granted, because now they are
plentiful and cheap. And so it is easy
to lose respect for them, what a marvel of ingenuity they are. And perhaps for what they represent.
I tend to look at my watch, and the passage of time it
relays to me, as a reminder of what I should be doing next; appointments,
projects, eating and sleeping. I
occasionally forget it is an instrument that tells me ‘when’ it is, -now- and
reminds me that time continues to pass. It
says: Live in this moment. Are you doing
what you want with this time?
Last year I wandered into a small clock repair shop to get a
new battery for my watch. The man behind
the counter, an impatient and surly man, agreed to fix my watch in exchange for
$15 and fifteen minutes of complaining.
The former was stated, the latter assumed as part of the bargain.
While he was doing what he did best, I browsed his
shop. On one wall there was a picture
frame with a disassembled watch, exploded and mounted in a pattern not unlike
what I imagine the Big Bang might have first looked.
It was a compelling piece of art. The origin of time, represented in the bits and
pieces of a tiny time machine, fanning out in unfathomable directions. My estimation of the proprietor went up
slightly. I waited for a pause in his
grousing and asked him about the ‘time as art’ piece on the wall.
“Oh that. I put that
up to show how complicated it is to fix a watch so people would quit
bellyaching (my word) about how much it cost.”
Oh. That perspective should not
have surprised me.
Watches are tiny pieces of functional art. I am fascinated by the intricacy and the
complexity, and the way in which everything must fit together for it to
function the way it is meant.
This morning I have been watching the light slowly etch
itself into the day. It is curing into
place even as I write this, pushing back the grey shadow on this side of the
globe. It is like watching the second
hand move one miniscule step in the advancement of time.
The year has unwound, one tic at a time, powered by some
amazing mainspring, and I’ll admit at times I have only glanced at it cursively
to see if I am late or to plan what’s next. It’s a dangerous perspective to take, one that
occasionally causes me to miss out on the art right in front of me.
I spent some time already this week looking back at how the
year worked. I am fascinated by the
intricacy and complexity, and the way in which everything must fit together for
it to function the way it is meant. A
year, divided up in seconds or months, is filled with moments and experiences nested
together in synchronicity, in an impossibly small space.
We decide what drives it all. We ‘wind’ up our day with what we want to put
into it how we filter what we get out of it.
I’ve got my hand on the crown, ready to wind again, ready to see what
the next tic brings. I’ll watch more
carefully.
Hope this finds you amazed again,
David
Copyright © 2013 David Smith
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