Friday, December 21, 2018

4th Moanin' of Christmas


August 20, 2018

Greetings from the magic,

With each step I run I pour my magic into the air.  Each footfall creates a vibration that changes the world.  God leans closer to see what it is and smiles summer on us.

I am in my natural state. I pull on only the morning mist, beads of dew on my skin, and run into the fog of predawn.  The energy created by my strides gives power to the lightning bugs. I call to the corn, the blueberries.  I don’t make their sweetness, I only make it possible.  I run through the country roads, fueling the warm day, pulling the sun closer, holding it longer.

This calendar makes idle threats, but I am not intimidated.  I have the power older than dates on paper.  I am Summersmith.

How else will summer be?  How else will the water know that it should foam and splash at the sandy edges of the world?  If I am not out to create the space where the heat can fill, if I don’t swirl a cloud of starlings into the sky, if I am not out running to send the message to the cicadas and the crickets, how else will we hold this magic still in the middle of ice and darkness?

Summer cannot just happen, it is not simply astronomy.  It is created each morning as I sip coffee on my deck, and then grows stronger as I run the two-lane roads.  I go by your windows as you are waking up and you hear mourning doves, you feel the soft breeze, smell the day and you know I am at work.

It happens because seeing a cluster of deer walk through my yard still makes me feel like something wonderful has just happened, like I am eight years old and this was created just to amaze me.  I know that when I feel this it pulls summer to us.

I run between the beans and the fences and the yards and the greenness flows out from me. I run and run and run and flowers too beautiful to name burst from the ground.  Clusters of chickadees, yellow commas against the shrubs, leap ahead of me to enjoy the warmth I create.

You stood on your porch and listened to the rain on the roof, chuckling into the eaves, and you were carried to when you were a child at your gramma’s, or when you were camping, or when you had your first kiss, and it smelled like this day.  Because somewhere out there, on shiny-wet strips of macadam, I am running, splashing the magic, making a summer storm.

I run and run and run.  And heat lighting flashes and the sound of a train floats into your dream undaunted by the screen in your window.  I run and the butterfly settles on the leaf, and the sun turns shadows between branches into mysterious daguerreotypes in the dirt.

I run and the day lasts longer because it wants to, it hates to end, and the sun steps up its game at the western end of the world promising to do it over tomorrow.

I can’t do it alone, there are others too.  The little boy on his bike who is creating the world a block at a time, the four girls running through the sprinkler, laughing in their bright bathing suits, turning the yard into eternal June and July.  The old man who makes the smell of fresh cut grass.  The couple who are grilling chicken, playing ‘Moondance’ on the stereo.  Somewhere someone licks the drop of ice cream escaping from the cone onto the back of their hand.  Someone tracks sand into the house.

I run to soak in the summer and radiate to the world and so you drive with your top down and the music up.  And the Frisbee floats to an impossible catch and the grass feels like silk against your neck as you stare up at the clouds and the water tastes like the garden hose, and it is the best.

I run and run and run and run and it is summer and it is summer and it is summer and it is always, forever summer.

This morning I am cupping it all in my hands, my skin the color of August, and I look into the pool of summer there and see my face reflected in it and know.  I am Summersmith.

Hope this finds you with the windows open,

David


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